I AM A WOMAN

Many f words, so viewer discretion is advised.

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越來越覺得這間辦公室的人有不把我當女人看的傾向,
我靠!!!他們真的以為一個禮拜70片2公尺25公斤以上的測試量真的對我來說是小case???

Apparently, people in this lab don't consider me as woman.They really think those 2-meter modules are nothing for me?

---The lab is a dangerous place. The picture was taken a few months ago though.

就算有另一個男的工程師和我一起搬還是很重,
而且還有其他案子的模組要測啊!!
為什麼我抱怨他們都不當一回事?
難道要我昏倒在他們面前給他們看?
幹!!!如此林黛玉的事老娘我做不出來啊!!!
而且為什麼每次都是我配另外一個男的同事一起測,
為什麼沒有男+男的組合???
為什麼不管怎麼配,我都一定是其中的一個??
這實驗室是沒有人了嗎?
所以我才會到現在除了這項測試,其他的測試不是不會就是半知半解!!!!
然後我說我想開始管案子,慢慢做少一點測試,
他們又說我什麼測試都不會,怎麼可以管案子!!
我每次和經理開會都是陷在同樣的輪迴裡鬼打牆,
在這裡,妳根本不要想妳會從同事那裡得到任何的support!!!
I don't understand.
How come it's always me together with another colleague, instead of another 2 colleagues together??
There are so many other engineers in this lab!!
How come they never think that it could be difficult for me even though I always get help to move or lift modules?
Do they really want me to faint in front of them?
Holy shits! I can never do that. I am too strong to faint. Jesus!
When I complained that I wanted to do more PE job, they told me I didn't know any testing and there were not so many incoming projects anymore.
But hey! If I just sit in the same room performing the same testing every day, I really don't know when I can be familiar with other testing.

And why did I always keep being told that there were A LOT OF testing samples coming?
I complain the same situation during every meeting, but things remain the same.
I guess I can't get any support in this office. I have to try to help myself out.

之前我可以催眠自己我是在日本賺大錢,而且每天都有免費的健身,
但這次太誇張了,
聽說下個禮拜還有更多大模組要來,
還跟我用一種很高興的語氣說:Eleanor, I have a good news for you. There are more big modules coming next week.
Good news個頭啦!!!去你的!!!!
這次就算看到日幣的份上也很難不沮喪...
到底我漫長的測試生涯要到什麼時候才可以結束???

I used to hypnotize myself that all those modules are Japanese yen and I can get a lot of free exercise every day.
If I don't measure them, I wouldn't get paid every month.
But now, it doesn't work anymore.
I really hate it when they told me like a joke, "Eleanor, I got a good news for you. There will be more modules coming next week." when I am actually worried that I can't even finish the job this week.
yeah... I like the fucking good news so much.
If it's just some trap or test they try on me to test my limit, I would prove them all wrong.
Let's wait and see!!!!